if you’re going to leave, that’s fine.
and I know you promised you wouldn’t
seven months ago while I was crying
into your neck but I also know that
sometimes it rains even when it’s not
supposed to and sometimes boys
kiss girls they shouldn’t and we tear
flowers out of the ground just to watch
them die and things change,
so I understand if you’re done,
but please, when you’re packing all your
old sweaters and books, don’t forget
to take all your three AM phone calls,
and photographs where we’re smiling
so wide it looks like we’ve never known
that feeling in the pit of your stomach
when someone screams “I don’t love you
Take back every kiss, every night you
fell asleep next to me, every poem I
wrote you, every song you sang to
me, every “I love you more fight,”
every shock I felt in my skin when
you brushed against me.
I was never scared of ghosts until you
left but now I see you everywhere and
god if you’re going to kill me please
just do it quickly because I see you
in everything and it’s making it hard
- I won’t say I miss you but I think my mother knows anyway (via extrasad)
"The biggest mistake you can make is holding onto someone who has already let you go."
- (via undausdemtraumwurdewirklichkeit)
(Source: hungry-hippies, via wheresmyperfectboyfriend)
"I refuse to chase anyone anymore"
- Six Word Story (via latelycravingmore)
"We assume others show love the same way we do — and if they don’t, we worry it’s not there."
Everyone has their own love language. That’s one of the most important lessons I’ve ever learned.
I have to remind myself of this constantly.
(Source: psych-facts, via nirvanaura)
"If you can see a future without me and that doesn’t break your heart then we’re not doing what I thought we were doing here."
- That 70’s Show (via temperare-te)
"I feel unspeakably lonely. And I feel - drained. It is a blank state of mind and soul I cannot describe to you as I think it would not make any difference. Also it is a very private feeling I have - that of melting into a perpetual nervous breakdown. I am often questioning myself what I further want to do, who I further wish to be; which parts of me, exactly, are still functioning properly. No answers, darling. At all."
- Anne Sexton (via wordsthat-speak)
"What a mistake, saying the way I felt."
- The Neighbourhood (via versteur)
(Source: try-and-hold-on, via wheresmyperfectboyfriend)
"I guess I never really got over you leaving. Why did you have to leave without saying goodbye?
Come back please. I promise I’ll wait for you. I just miss you so much.
I’m going crazy. I keep seeing you everywhere I go. There’s no escaping you anywhere.
Please get out of my head. I can’t stand it anymore.
I keep telling myself that I can get over you, but we both know I’m just lying to myself.
- 5 messages you’ll never see (via mangled-passion)
And in the middle of drinks
Maybe the fifth or the sixth
I’m completely alone at a table of friends
I feel nothing for them
I feel nothing, nothing.
"i know, deep down inside, that you’ll end up breaking my heart and walking away
and all I’ll do , is thank you for your time ."
- midnight realization ( dukh )
(Source: dukh, via crunchier)